I get soooooo mad. I HATE "all work and no play". I can hear her. What are you two doing? You are embarrassed about me, aren't you?

I'm sure she's sitting close, smelling your cologne, her hand on your leg. You can smell her too. Does she make you happy? Do you want her instead of me?

Insecure

How did I know you're not flirting and playing with her, while I'm here?

The topic of her

I know we have something, but it bothers me and I get so insecure. I used to wonder about her looks. And then I saw her. I am so insecure. I feel like I cannot compare. Why?

Aarrgghh

If you aren't going to tell me things pertaining to my job, maybe I should go home!

Figures!!

Has time for the strange voice that freaked when I answered the phone but no time for me! WTF? Piss me off. What happed to "timing will work out?"

Diet plateau

Have you ever been on a diet plan that hits a plateau?

I am so angry and frustrated. I hate this.

If you don't need me

I will just LEAVE!

Why do I live in a spin

I am so tired of living in this spin.

Fighting with myself

I feel like shit when I eat something I shouldn't. I feel gross when the scale shifts. I know salt kills me. Part of me gets frustrated and angry. I hate myself. I want to cry. I hate everything that goes on around me and in my mind.