Downtime

This past week has been long. I had to reschedule my mtg. Today I woke up after consuming possibly too much wine last night. I finished my class from hell. I had five days of nothing. I vegged out. I am exhausted. I got my grade. I was praying to pass. I ended up with a B. I have council this week, I have an open house, doctors appt, business mtg, and work. Its gonna be a long week. Wish me luck on the mtg. May open new doors for me. Can't continue to work for nothing, get paid, and be broke.

Working out

I went to the gym after work. I had to clear my mind. My son didn't join me, so it was my "me" time. I put my earbuds in and did the treadmill, bike, and some weights. I feel relieved. Last night I was going thru another "down" period. I have hated so much about myself lately. I need to start working out more, it feels good. I will sleep good tonight.

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Today...

Today is a day of just hanging.

I got up and went to church. I worked with the little kids, which can be trying. One child is a handful. He is a little boy, with an addiction to dolls and dressing like a princess. I am not one to judge, especially in God's house. I then came home and did homework. Right now, I'm curled with a Kitty and watching TV.

Right now I have a headache and just want to take a nap.

My kitty is a love bug

My 4-year old Kitty is such a love bug. He doesn't like me laying with my back to him.... he gets the right side of the king size waterbed. I with have to curl up and pet him.... or lay on my back so he can sleep across me. He stretches across me, his head under my chin and his ear near my heart. He knows my mood and knows how to get me to slow down. He loves me and I love him. He makes me stop running and enjoy the little things. He will, occasionally, lift his head backwards and look at me. I scritch his chin and he goes back to his stretched out position. I love my Kitty cat.

Vacation is over... sorry to say

The vacation was awesome. Too bad it ended so quickly. Too short. Oh well, isn't that how it always is?

My sister is awesome. Her family is great. I love her to death. And we are so ready to go back. The stress was low, the food was good, the scenery was spectacular, and it was bonding time.

It was nice to sit beside the pool and laugh at stupid things... and listen to kids tell stupid jokes. You know the kind - they make NO SENSE, but they start laughing... and the world laughs with them.

I guess I have to learn to let myself go and relax. I am always so tightly wound that it is hard to chill, but I had the learning experience this past week. I guess it's true - life is too short to be taken so seriously.