13 November 2013
argue... or not....
27 October 2013
a dilemma
I have a close friend who decided to move out of her house and separate from her husband of 8 years. They have a 6 year old child.
She "needs her space" but there is s guy (who just got divorced) who is a lost puppy and had set his sights on her.
Problem is... he doesn't know when to stop, stay away, or listen. His presence is causing much awkwardness, along with tension from her husband, in front of their child.
I am close with her but I don't like how she's handling this whole situation since both herself and the guy are trying so hard to find something they feel has been missing.
I don't want to be s bitch, but its awkward.
I don't know what to do or say.
15 October 2013
grrrrrrrr
My day has totally sucked. I'm pissed and frustrated. Things went from bad to worse.
Want to crawl under the covers and hide.
today
Today is name-dropping, talking loud, and talking on the phone with a mouthful of food.
Its very difficult for an obsessive compulsive to work for a micro manager.
Long day!!!!!
11 October 2013
uhhhhhh.... ummmmm...
Back in school, I remember when teachers would measure how many times you used these words in a conversation
How professional is it NOT when a person calls a customer and uses those words 15 times (I counted) in a 5 minute voice mail message????
04 October 2013
how?
How does someone chew gum and talk at the same damn time? Do that not understand its not meant to be done?
15 September 2013
friendship
My BFF and I got together today for grilling out, sipping good wine, and catching up on the last two months of busy lives. We both had so much to talk about but I let her run with the day. There were so many things I wanted to talk about and bounce off her, but I didn't.
Here I am, still thinking, trying to make sense of things, but oh well... I am not one to steal the show of dominate a conversation, so I guess I'm used to it.
08 September 2013
meltdown
Yelled at my son and started crying.
I am so mentally burnt I'm not sure which end is up... and then not feeling good only makes it worse.
Sad and lost right now. Unhappy.
blech!
One of those days. And one of those weeks. been under the weather since Thursday. Lots of things going through my head. Overwhelmed and exhausted. Mentally burnt. Feeling lost. Want to talk to someone but no one to talk to send not sure what to say. Wish I could understand these feelings.
02 September 2013
long weekends... not for me...
Three day weekends are NOT my thing!
I am going crazy. I hate sitting still. I hate not being busy. Cooped up in the house, on a holiday, with no where to go. Aarrgghh!
I feel like my hands are tied and I don't like feeling this way. I want to work on homework, but mom is in the living room. Long story... abbreviated.... mom's house...so I feel bound with what I do and where I go. Anyway....
My mood today kind of sucks. I need to get things done, but its tough. There are so many things that feel "off" today.
I need to work on thinking positive and being upbeat. That is the only way I will get things to change.
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