Im having a rough one today....lost alone stressed fat and overwhelmed. Its been a long time but feeling like making a cut would release the anxiety........
Just my own little (yet not quite) "normal" world... yet honest and true... my bizarre thoughts and delusions... my happiness or frustration... all here... in one place... my place... along with the tiny voices in my head!! :) It's never been truly Normal, so why the hell start now??
30 July 2013
29 July 2013
mama claws come out
You can mess with me... but DO NOT... I repeat "Do not" mess with my son... or any other family. I might forgive... I do not forget... I might not get mad, but trust me... getting even might be on the horizon. I am a mom, I am protective, I am bullheaded... and I do not always play well with others... just saying...
hardest thing
The hardest thing to do is to keep negative thoughts out of your head....
25 July 2013
struggle
The past few days, since I've been back from my trip, I haven't slept well because my brain won't shut off. Its killing me!
29 June 2013
Anna Nicole Smith
Tonight I was flipping through the TV channels when I got to E! The had a show about "The Life and Death of Anna Nicole". It was a good documentary and I was hooked. She was eccentric but I liked her. She had beauty and guts. She went from nothing to everything. There is so much about her.
Sometimes you wonder... what do they really think and feel? Behind closed doors? Out of the spotlight?
27 June 2013
24 June 2013
really? how annoying...
Doesn't anyone understand how obnoxious it is to sit next to someone and either crunch hard candy constantly... or snap gum!?!?!?
Really? Were ya born in a barn?
23 June 2013
What to do?
Okay, down 60+ pounds. Hitting a plateau. Fighting it. Hating myself. Struggling. Stressing. Sad. Lost. Even a little unhappy.
02 June 2013
lazy tired
Dreary day. Cooler out. Want just to go take a nap. Don't want to do anything.