16 November 2014
Last night it snowed.
It's amazing how waking up to snow, with an overcast sky, can make a difference in your mood. A not so good difference...
This is my first winter with my new car, so it's like riding without training wheels for the first time.
Last night it snowed enough to be slippery. The salters didn't get out before I had to pick up my son from work so I was very cautious. Even a sheriff was wondering. Nope, no texting, no talking, not even any singing... Just watching the road and getting a feel for the new car.
Too much stress... Burned me. It's amazing how concentrating so hard can make you melt down.
I was exhausted by the time I got home last night.
This morning it had kind of froze so stress day 2. Ugh. Not impressed.
Then woke up late, ran late, had to be in three places at once, doing 2 things at a time, keeping track of three people, and trying not to melt down... I did, tears fell... Quietly... Softly... I dried them as they fell so no one would notice.
I could use a hug about this time. Just to know that things will be alright.
11 November 2014
He came into my life around 7 years ago.
We met online and hit it off.
He is someone very special and makes me feel complete.
Have you ever had someone like that in your life?
When you find someone who makes you feel complete, cherish them and enjoy every moment.
07 November 2014
Went to work out tonight.
There is a guy there who is a sweetheart... And cute.
When I left, he asked if I'd be there tomorrow. I told him "no but maybe Monday". He then replied with "Tuesday. See you Tuesday".
Sweet!!! Made my night!!!!! 😋
06 November 2014
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28 October 2014
Today is my bday and I should be happy, but I feel meh. I don't like birthdays, I don't like dreary weather, and the holidays get me down. I'm in a funk and just want to go back to bed. I don't want to deal with anyone. I am truly not feeling happy and I want to cry.
I know I need to suck it up and put on my game face but I am so not in the mood.
Today is going to be a long day. Maybe everyone will leave me alone.
27 October 2014
Feel like hell
weather has changed and feels dreary
Dark in the morning
Suffer from OCD and anxiety
Introvert who overextends myself
Hard on myself
Can't keep doing this
Something's gotta give...