17 June 2009

I Wish I Knew Where I Stand

One day, you have attention for me and you can make me smile and laugh. The next day, we barely get a chance to speak at all. I am never quite sure if I have, unknowingly, done or said something wrong. Or maybe your life at home has had some changes. Maybe you don't see me like you did. Maybe you are realizing that I am not what you want. I wish I knew. I guess, if I knew, I could address it, handle it, live with it. But the not knowing... that is what is killing me. I am the kind of person who assumes the worst (and yes, I know what Assume means!) and figure I am completely at fault... somehow, in some way, shape or form... whether I was anywhere around or not. I just wish I knew where I stand with you because you still hold a very special place in my heart and mind... and no one has been able to fill those spots but you. I wish I knew...

09 June 2009

When at work... WORK!

when you are on the clock, do your work... it's not time to socialize and chit chat... and ignore what needs to be done... OMG!

04 June 2009

Hate How I Feel

Like like crap this morning - feel fat and ugly. Want to crawl in a hole and never come out!
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