Chemistry

Have you ever found someone in your path that makes you feel complete? The problem is that our lives are at different points. I want us to be one, I want to feel complete. I want to be complete with you. Will our paths come together? I am hoping so, as you are important to me and I don't want to lose you. Even others can feel our chemistry.

Aarrgghh

Well, you asked me if santa brought me what I asked for. I told you no. Why ask if you don't really want to know, or worse yet, DON'T REALLY CARE? Why do I bother? I am sure your christmas wishes and requests were filled by HER... I really need to quit getting my hopes and dreams up, as they only end up getting stomped on and crushed.

Lonely

I am going to be an old woman who lives with lots of cats and becomes scrooge at christmas. I hate the holidays and feeling so alone. What is wrong with me?

Bah humbug!

Frustrating. I really don't like the holidays. They depress me. I spend them alone, no one to hug or kiss, or even snuggle with. I hate feeling lost and alone.

I am my own worst enemy

The more I think, the worse I get, the more my mind wanders and the more I start to kill myself inside. I am at fault no matter what. Why did I do this myself? Why do you tear me apart like this?

Why do you do this?

Do you have any idea what these mind games do to me? You make me wonder what is wrong me. Why do you do this? Why do you twist my mind in all these different directions? Do you find pleasure in my pain?

So frustrated

You make me so frustrated that I'm not sure which way I'm going anymore. Why do I feel so frustrated when you try to help me? I feel so threatened that it drives me nuts! Help is good, but I feel threatened beyond belief. I know you don't understand and tupi think I'm nuts, but you should know me by now.Do I still drive you insane with my fears and phobias?