Do you even notice me, when she is here? Do not lie to me. Do not think I am stupid. Do not insult me. I know better than that. I am NOT stupid.
Maybe YOU are the stupid one...

angry and hurt

I hate feeling like this. It consumes me and destroys me. I have to keep my mouth shut or else I will truly say something that I will regret. I already lost it completely last time and I am trying to avoid it happening all over again.

WTF is wrong with me?

A Pain in my heart

Do you even think of me or know I exist while she is around?
Why do I feel so threatened by her and her presence? She many not know anything about me, but just everything about her threatens my existence and my being.
I hate how this feels. My heart races and my mind spins. It's like he doesn't even acknowledge me when she is here.
Hope she will be gone soon... so our paths will not cross again.