15 June 2014
Holidays of any type are hard.
Next week will he 5 years since I list my brother. Today is Father's Day and I miss my dad my ex has left my sons life so he doesn't get Father's Day.
I look at photos of pretty, thin, sexy women and feel so entirely fat, ugly and disgusting. I want to disappear. I hate how I feel. I wish I could find happiness but I am struggling so hard.