12 August 2014
Me and Food
I am hungry, but that is normal.
I look in the fridge.... We have a fridge (and freezer) full of food, but I can't bring myself to eat it.
It's not bad for me... It's just that I can't mentally get past calories, fat, and carbs.
I feel as though I'm going back to a bad place with my eating habits. I can't get out of my own head.
I hate how this feels... And these demons have a strong hold on me. I can't seem to shake them.
I'm trapped in my own thoughts.