The topic of her

I know we have something, but it bothers me and I get so insecure. I used to wonder about her looks. And then I saw her. I am so insecure. I feel like I cannot compare. Why?

Aarrgghh

If you aren't going to tell me things pertaining to my job, maybe I should go home!

Figures!!

Has time for the strange voice that freaked when I answered the phone but no time for me! WTF? Piss me off. What happed to "timing will work out?"

Diet plateau

Have you ever been on a diet plan that hits a plateau?

I am so angry and frustrated. I hate this.

If you don't need me

I will just LEAVE!

Why do I live in a spin

I am so tired of living in this spin.

Fighting with myself

I feel like shit when I eat something I shouldn't. I feel gross when the scale shifts. I know salt kills me. Part of me gets frustrated and angry. I hate myself. I want to cry. I hate everything that goes on around me and in my mind.

Jealousy and Anger

Why do I let jealousy and anger consume and destroy my life?
It is because I have been hurt so many times that my ability to trust... ANYONE... is shot to hell? Everyone I have encountered has some how managed to hurt me, physically, mentally, and/or emotionally. I can't take it anymore. I am so angry and hurt that I can't deal with anyone. I take so much personally, especially when I know that if I say anything, I will be told I am jumping to conclusions, or I am over-reacting, or I am being stupid. I really do hate it when people say that. It really just pisses me off even more. And now, now, I find out that a group went out together. Nothing like truly feeling like dog shit. I hate being the last man out. I wish I could honestly say that it doesn't bother me and I can get over it, but I can't see that happening any time soon.

Speaking my thoughts

There is so much I want to say but I know it will come out bad. I am still so angry. I need to keep my mouth shut and keep my temper cool.

Tension

I can feel the blood starting to boil!
Thank god we're on the countdown.