11 August 2008

Okay - It's been a while, but time to vent

I guess I just don't understand. Maybe I am just too sensitive, maybe I just care too much, maybe I just take too much to heart.

I just feel like I am taken for granted and taken advantage of. It seems like I can be trusted with so much, but when it comes to something that is so "secure", I don't have access, but it seems like everyone else around me does... although no one is supposed to. The worst part is that they won't do anything about it, but so many people continue to rub it in that I don't have access.

I guess maybe I am not worth it, not trusting enough, or they just don't care. Why do I? Why does it bother me so damn much? It totally pisses me off - and makes me feel like shit!

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