Have you ever had to live your life in one room? Almost like a caged animal. I am starting to go crazy!

Why do I tend to feel so threatened by small things? I wonder if I have done something wrong?

He told me that he doesn't want me to go. Awwwwww!

DON'T BOTHER! I WILL DO IT MYSELF!

Today I was frustrated, it started rough. I've enlisted the help of the laws of attraction. I have also tried the higher powers. I hate feeling helpless.

I get so mad. Why do you do this to me? I feel like you are here one minute and then gone the next. Am I only good enough when you need something?

I miss you so much. I miss how you make me feel. I'm lost without you.

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Do you believe in Laws of Attraction?

For the past several weeks, I send two messages out in the morning, every few days.
With the way life has been, I understand and don't get any replies. I feel hurt. No one knows that this is what happens. I have started looking into the Laws of Attraction and have started the mantra for magnetism. This morning, which reciting the mantra, I sent those two messages again. This time, in less than 15 minutes, both replied, with more than just simple answers. I am going to keep working on it and hopefully have something good come out of this.
Have a good day.

It is Going to be A long day

Have you ever woke up in the morning to figure that it is going to be one VERY LONG day? Kind of to the point where staying in bed is really the only available option? I woke up too early, couldn't get back to sleep, had issues from the start, got to work and felt like my abilities had been attacked, obviously do not have enough hours in the day (especially since working OT is a no-no during these times). Gee, I don't understand why I can't get 12 hours of work done in 8? Insert EXTREME sarcasm. Maybe I'm lucky I'm hourly and not salary, or I probably would have worked myself into the grave by now - it really sucks to be obsessive-compulsive! Right now, pretty much EVERYTHING sucks.