27 July 2012
Trust? or Not to Trust? That is the question
I trusted you. I thought you were my friend. But you proved me wrong.
You made me so mad. I told you my secret and you couldn't keep your mouth shut.
I felt like we were close enough to confide in you, but I guess I was wrong.
I am angry and totally betrayed, yet relieved in a funny sort of way.
I am not sure who all you told, or even what you told them. I want to confront you, I want to know why, but I can't. No, actually, I WON'T. It is so not worth it. Why should I get upset? You saved me the trouble of telling people. But guess what, those that I want to tell, I will, personally. Those who don't need to know, I don't need to tell... and won't. Leave them wondering why I didn't say anything.
I have learned, that I cannot trust anyone... well not really anyone... but there are a few. Anyway. It is now knowing that those around me don't respect me enough to keep something so important to me, quiet, then I guess it's time to move on. Which is the next step in my life and my changed.
For those who know me...
I will forgive.. I will never forget though.