09 May 2012
Mr. J is acting strange
He was on vacation - it was actually very peaceful (I am sorry to admit).
He came back and it seemed like he was being is normal self. I was tired of feeling dumped on and treated like the only time I existed was when anyone needed something.
I have been dealing with so many mixed emotions and feelings lately, that I am truly not sure what is going through my head.
Then suddenly, in the past week or so, he has started to act differently... towards me. He has been including me and sending me messages to say hi. He has been making an effort to make sure I know what is happening and that I am involved when I need to be. It's strange. Almost as if something has snapped along the way.
Has he noticed my mood? Has he noticed that I just sit back and do what I need to do? Does he know that I am unhappy? That I am stressed? That I am so done with all the childishness and bs? That I am looking elsewhere? That I want to be appreciated?
I wonder? Does he realize what would happen if I said goodbye? Maybe he does. I don't believe it can be a coincidence...
We will see... I will let you know what goes on...